May 22, 2012
thedailywhat:

Heartbreaking Tearjerker of the Day: Ryan Kennedy was diagnosed with ependymoma, a rare form of brain cancer, in 2007, when he was 4. Now Ryan, at 9, is living out the most adult decision a person can make — he quit all his cancer treatments and chose to die at home.
Ryan’s disease attacks the central nervous system, and caused him to walk into walls and vomit frequently. Since his diagnosis, his treatments have included four rounds of chemotherapy, two bouts of radiation, and seven surgeries. Ryan’s most recent operation, last August, left the right side of Ryan’s face paralyzed, and that’s when he decided to wave the white flag.
When doctors proposed another surgery in February, Ryan refused, telling his parents with certainty, “I’m done with this.” He just wanted to “live the rest of his life.”
Ryan’s final wish was to go swimming, so the whole family took a vacation. Now Ryan is spending his last days at home in hospice care. He has almost died — twice — and he’s shared tearful goodbyes with his brother and sister.
Ryan’s 10th birthday is May 24, but doctors don’t expect him to live that long.
[theweek]

This fucking shit it why I want to be a neuropsychologist.
Not because I’m bright enough to find a cure, not because I could help him live longer, but to help families with really tough discussions like this, to help them map out the disease and help them choose not what is going to make the patient live longest but what’s going to make them live happiest. 

thedailywhat:

Heartbreaking Tearjerker of the Day: Ryan Kennedy was diagnosed with ependymoma, a rare form of brain cancer, in 2007, when he was 4. Now Ryan, at 9, is living out the most adult decision a person can make — he quit all his cancer treatments and chose to die at home.

Ryan’s disease attacks the central nervous system, and caused him to walk into walls and vomit frequently. Since his diagnosis, his treatments have included four rounds of chemotherapy, two bouts of radiation, and seven surgeries. Ryan’s most recent operation, last August, left the right side of Ryan’s face paralyzed, and that’s when he decided to wave the white flag.

When doctors proposed another surgery in February, Ryan refused, telling his parents with certainty, “I’m done with this.” He just wanted to “live the rest of his life.”

Ryan’s final wish was to go swimming, so the whole family took a vacation. Now Ryan is spending his last days at home in hospice care. He has almost died — twice — and he’s shared tearful goodbyes with his brother and sister.

Ryan’s 10th birthday is May 24, but doctors don’t expect him to live that long.

[theweek]

This fucking shit it why I want to be a neuropsychologist.

Not because I’m bright enough to find a cure, not because I could help him live longer, but to help families with really tough discussions like this, to help them map out the disease and help them choose not what is going to make the patient live longest but what’s going to make them live happiest. 

May 22, 2012

Surgery was A-OK (so far). Nothing spectacular to report except I kept trying to make jokes when I woke up and then just giggling to myself about them. I couldn’t tell if the anesthesiologist though I was actually funny, thought I was funny because I was so loopy, or was just awkwardly laughing along with me. The world will never know, I guess. 

1:10am
  
Filed under: me health surgery 
May 21, 2012
One last shot of my (sometimes) pretty mug just in case oral surgery destroys it… (Taken with instagram)

One last shot of my (sometimes) pretty mug just in case oral surgery destroys it… (Taken with instagram)

May 21, 2012

I’m getting my wisdom teeth out today and I still have 5 hours to go before I can eat.  My American gluttony has not prepared me for this.  

10:35am
  
Filed under: food me teeth 
May 16, 2012
Color me proud and blushing

Yesterday I went to a small celebration within the psych department with professors, grad students, school officials and such, all rather fancy, wine, cheese, and a very official podium. 

My mentor was presenting some certificates and then pointed out new faculty, some gradating grad students, and towards the end asked if she’d forgotten anyone, then she scanned the room and smiled directly at me. 

“Hmmmm Justin,” with her sly and all-knowing smile, “Please stand up!” I flushed a color similar to strawberry while she absolutely without warning went on about me to the entire department, gushed even about my success and ability and intergralness (and for some reason called me a gopher). 

Everyone clapped and I almost died from such kind words and embarrassment. It was so unexpected and so wonderful and it made the last four years of research very much worth it……

4:16pm
  
Filed under: me life happiness school work college 
May 16, 2012

I’m much more apt to just make a decision (albeit informed) and see it through than truly and calmly weigh the options available. If it’s been successful so far, why deviate? 

11:28am
  
Filed under: words me life future 
May 15, 2012

Larger arms and thicker thighs, fatter ass and more defined tri’s. 

Whiter teeth and masc-er voice,

I guess to an extent, it comes down to a choice.  

2:54pm
  
Filed under: me body happiness words 
May 13, 2012
I’ve discovered I have no patience for the world.

Stop whining

Stop complaining

Stop metaphorically punching yourself in the head

I’d be happy to literally do it for you. 

12:28pm
  
Filed under: me freinds some of you 
April 30, 2012

My study partner is so attractive in that well-dressed-musician-hippie kind of way and he’s even geeky.

Too bad I can hear the rocks rattling in his head when he talks. At least he’s nice.

6:38pm
  
Filed under: straight too boys me sexy things 
April 30, 2012
This new shirt hugs my tits just right!

This new shirt hugs my tits just right!

6:21pm
  
Filed under: boobs tits gpoy me fashion body 
April 29, 2012

I’m a little tired of people’s chronic and monotone emotion of loneliness. 

How about some variety?

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